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    Date: Wednesday, April 15, 2009
    Time: 8:39 PM

    she has lung cancer
    *advanced stage lung cancer
    she went for surgery on monday to remove her right lung
    she'll start chemo in 2 weeks

    I'll pray for her

    she's like a 2nd mother to me
    please don't take her away


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    Date:
    Time: 8:01 PM
me? two faced?

    that's the funniest thing I've ever heard
    if you're SO sure of my 'wrong-doings', PROVE IT, I DARE you

    and if you CANT prove it, just shut the fuck up - call me a bitch, punk-ass whatever - I am NOT two-faced

    some people just can't accept the fact that they're WRONG
    so what do they do? they do everything possible to try and prove that they're right - even if they are potentially diminishing another's pride
    face it - YOU ARE WRONG ABOUT ME - why the fuck can't you just accept it? so stop acting all high-mighty-important and ACCEPT THE FACT that I am NOT that kind of person (not anymore I'm not) and those aren't my doings




    ZOMG - I'm coupled
    well, it's his fault for taking in such a disaster like me anyway
    and he hates it when I'm nice =) so I should totally be more bitchy in everyday life right?
    Zin : When were you EVER nice?
    Juin - you can never take it back, k?

    and when we first started I was all "Day one - so far so good, Day two..." etc.etc
    and he just told me to stop counting - because I'd be counting a hell lot of days
    Juin : You're not getting rid of me that easily
    yes, I have the best bf in the world - you officially have the right to be jealous =)


    and I think I need to cut back on the yaoi writing - it's not good for my social life
    I might as well plaster "I LIKE GUY ON GUY ACTION" on my forehead and get it over with
    plus Juin isn't much of a fan himself (well, DUH! he's a guy)
    but I think he's the first guy I've met who openly admitted that he watches Hentai - well, not that I care, I mean, I watch yaoi for christ's sake so I don't think my bf watching hentai is so much of a big deal
    Juin : I'll admit - you're bitchy, but I can't imagine you not being bitchy
    =)
    I'm gonna make him a car sticker thingy saying 'Best Boyfriend Ever'


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    Date: Sunday, April 5, 2009
    Time: 9:59 AM
seriously?

    zomg, what's wrong with people? just because I sat at the entrance of Sungei Wang pretending to be the station master (as were some other 6 people or so) does not mean I did it purposely to spite you or anything okay - DO YOU REALLY THINK YOU'RE THAT IMPORTANT THAT I WOULD ACTUALLY GO THERE JUST TO PISS YOU OFF? well, here's a newsflash - THE EARTH DOES NOT FUCKING REVOLVE AROUND YOU !!! and as for me (and the three other guards) pretending to be station masters - we were ASKED to do it, okay ! so don't go around saying "Oh, they had nothing to do there in the first place, so why were they so ke-poh?"

    fucking pissing off, these kind of people

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    oh, Shen Wei can be so hilarious sometimes

    SW : eh, you know that ___ got boyfriend ar?
    TY : yeah, now only you know?
    SW : yer, people like that can also get boyfriend meh?

    (names have been censored for privacy purposes)



    I think I have a girl crush on Ha Joo Yean - you know, that Jewelry girl with the least clothes?
    well first of all she's fucking hot
    and god damnit, I want her legs T.T
    and she's a rapper - duuuddddeeeeee - that's hot anyday
    and I am totally in love with her voice




    and Big Bang's 'Lollipop' is so freaking addictive !!!
    Bongie in a pink suit with curly hair - he looks like a totally adorable Joker
    keep my husband away from the curling iron - PLEASE


    i really need to be doing my 15 pages of Addmaths right now
    but damnit, Bong's pink suit is distracting.....


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    Date: Wednesday, April 1, 2009
    Time: 9:03 PM
what the shit is wrong with these people

    let me make one thing perfectly clear
    I do not have the time (or even care, for that matter) to go to somebody's blog and bitch about them in their Cbox - so stop accusing me of doing so
    first of all, what makes you think I actually visit your blog anyway? You think I have THAT MUCH FREAKING TIME (what with IR day coming up and the deco STILL not complete and I am practically stressing out right now) to actually bother going to your blog and posting bitchings about you? who do you fucking think you are? SO IMPORTANT MEH????
    So stop fucking wrongfully accusing me of things that I so CLEARLY DID NOT DO
    I've been reaching home at, like, 8pm every fucking day this week so if you think I still have fucking enough time to go to your blog then you are one dumbshit



    I don't think I even know the link to her blog - oh well, don't know, don't care



    the world is filled with stupid people - how I wish I could just fucking shut them out



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    this is a special announcement
    I have decided to leave WMS and migrate to Singapore
    this may come as a surprise to some people, but please note that due to the shitass education system in this country (plus the ongoing economy crisis), my parents just do not see any future for me in Msia - therefore they have decided that I will leave WMS mid-year and attend schooling in Singapore for the rest of the year
    I'll miss you guys *sobs*


    P/S : what day is it today? xD


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    Date: Monday, March 23, 2009
    Time: 7:33 PM
closing?

    I think it's getting pretty damn useless keeping this blog
    I don't really blog much nowadays - more fanficing
    and f5 life is just...gahh
    #)($*@#)$*(@#)(@* !!!
    yeah, I'll just keep this blog for, you know, sentimental reasons and all that
    and whenever I feel like ranting
    until then




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    Date: Saturday, February 7, 2009
    Time: 10:02 AM
I'm going to go nuts

    [insert BB Global Warning/Taeyang HOT concert spazz fanpost here]

    I'll get to it, I promise - just as soon as I regain my thoughts
    [because BB does things to my head]
    and Taeyang's concert - ZOMG, i think i died when he stripped for 'My Girl'
    and his abs - oh gosh his gorgeous abs - i think i just died
    and Jiyong singing But I Love You to some freaking lucky fangirl (I'm jealous, SO SO jealous, but it's okay since he's my husband and all that)

    haven't been updating lately - because either I'm too busy fanfic-ing or I'm too busy with homework/studying/blablablabla

    *sighs* I'm lifeless, I know
    but at least I have BB in my life <3


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    Date: Friday, January 23, 2009
    Time: 12:57 AM

    my blog feels outdated
    I'm so sorry blog -- Don't think I love you any less

    guess what, guess what, guess what
    Underworld 3 is out !!!!
    and I'm gonna watch it
    I HAVE to watch it
    it is a MUST to watch it !!!!

    I'm going with Jean, because she wants to watch it too =D

    and guess who saved RM200 bucks for Global Warning (it's WARNING, xuan, not WARMING, although BB does cause global warming) slash Taeyang First Concert DVD

    and Mellie wants her Remember Album (she's a Daesung supporter =D)

    and did I mention, i LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE comments
    i think the only reason I post up fanfic in LJ is so that I can get all the comments =D
    so comment more !! I don't care if it's mean or not

    and I realised I'm never switching to LJ EVER, because it's so freaking annoying. Just posting up in bigbang_fanfic is stressful enough

    [in xuan's blog] Queenie = #1 fangirling partner
    xDDDDD, because I'm a bigger fangirl than youuuu~
    fine, maybe that's not entirely true


    KWON JIYONG IS MY HUSBAND !!!!
    so you can obviously tell how hard it is to write smut scenes with my husband and my boyfriend in them (my boyfriend being the very-sexy Dong Youngbae)
    but then again, GDYB-yaoi-bias rules over...err...non-GDYB bias i guess?

    and I hate un-serious fangirls
    YOU WANT TO FANGIRL, FANGIRL PROPERLY LA !!!!
    not like, "oh, i like him in this pic" or "yerr, why he so ugly in this pic one?"
    REAL FANGIRLS SEE THE SAME GUY IN EVERY ONE OF THOSE PICS
    AND REAL FANGIRLS ARE NON-JUDGEMENTAL !!!!
    fucking pissing off la

    i think i should stop this blogpost, before i post some seriously emo shit
    commonwealth essay is due on thursday !!!
    and here I am writing fanfic =.=


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    Date: Saturday, January 10, 2009
    Time: 11:48 PM
beyond pissed

    so streamyx is PMS-ey now eh?
    5 minutes ago, the connection was FINE
    i was even downloading at freaking 50kb/s man
    and now it just decides to be a bitch again by being agonizingly slow
    not only that, my modem was freaking BLINKING for the first time in god knows how many months
    screw you, TM, we dont pay you freaking ninety bucks per month for this bullcrap connection
    you advertised freaking 100mb/s, why dont you even have the decency to stick to it?????
    it's false advertising, people, do not believe whatever the streamyx bullshit pulls out of their asses


    i have no idea why, but today I just started thinking a LOT about my primary school life, and I realised, I dont even fucking remember 3/4 of it? Maybe because primary school was sorta hellish for me. I was the loner -- the girl you find sitting by herself maybe reading a book or sketching or whatever, but I was definitely alone. And I freaking have no idea how that happened. I was pretty normal from std 1-3 ; had a few good friends here and there -- but for some reason after std 4 up till std 6, I practically isolated myself from everybody. It was as if I didn't want friends or something =P. I was the loner -- the lone wolf -- and for some reason I was fine with that

    so I started flashback-ing over 'events' that happened in my primary life, and THIS was my most vivid memory

    It was after final exams and the teachers were giving out the results ; it was Science this time during std 4. I remembered studying like hell for Science since I wanted to be, like, the highest in class (don't ask why I was so darn competitive in my primary years). So the teacher gave back the papers (and I had full marks for my objective paper *whoop!*) and, like, the smartest girl in the class had, like, one wrong for the objective paper so I was pretty psyched up then *because I started thinking, "Wa, sure got chance to beat her de." And then the teacher gave back the subjective paper, and I got, like, 28/30, and I found out that the smartest girl got, like, full marks for the subjective paper. So I was damn pissed lor (missing the full mark by 1 mark only wor? How not to be sad?) Then the teacher was going through the paper (giving us the answers etc.) then at the VERY LAST question, I noticed the teacher didn't mark my answer. I swear to god I wrote the answer, okay. It was just that the last question had no line to write the answer in, so i wrote it on top of the bottom page border (which, in fact, wasn't that far from the actual question in the first place)

    [Question here]
    --------------(answer supposed to be here)

    __________________ <--- I wrote my answer here
    So instead of marking the answer correct, the teacher just marked a big-ass question mark on the answer space. So then I though, "Hmm, maybe my answer is wrong" but then she told the answer to the question, and my answer was RIGHT. (I swear, this is a true story, it's too stupid to make up) So then after she finished giving out all the answers, I went to her table (to ask for the one extra mark) then when I showed her the question, she was, like, "You wrote the answer there just now issit?" I swear to god, I had never felt so insulted in my entire life. What the fuck man, what makes you think that I would be so petty as to write my answer AFTER I got the marked question paper back. So apparently I was 'cheating' because she thought that I so stupidly missed out the last question, and apparently I didn't have a conscience and wrote my answer down AFTER the paper was given back. So I kena-ed scolding right in front of the whole class -- I still remember it vividly.
    Teacher : You wrote down the answer just now right?
    Me : Huh? No, I wrote it down during the exam, you didn't mark it
    Teacher : Dont lie to me. You want me to call the marker here right now? Ask her whether you wrote down the answer or not?
    Me : I wrote it during the exam, teacher.
    Teacher : We scan all the papers we mark, you know, don't try and lie.
    So, how to argue? At first I wanted to go "Go and check lor. I assure you my paper will be exactly the same," but then had second thoughts. First of all I KNEW that they wouldn't have actually scanned the papers, because there were, like, 20+ people in each class? And it would SO be a waste of time to just scan everything right? Secondly, if THIS teacher wasn't going to believe that I wrote down the answer during the exam, why the fuck would another teacher believe it? So I went back to my seat lor -- no use arguing right? The teacher wasn't going to believe me anyway (and she had sort of a bad impression on me, because I kept skipping her classes for cheerleading practice)

    The most embarrasing thing? When I went back to my seat, the guy who sat next to me said "Cheater" and scoffed. WHAT THE FUCK MAN !!!!! I was practically on the verge of tears at that moment. What the fuck makes people think that I would actually CHEAT anyway????? So I guessed he noticed I was tearing up, and I told him "I didn't cheat la. Did you even see me open up my pencil box???" Then he was, like, "Oh...go tell the teacher la." And that moment I wanted to strangle him. WHAT THE FUCK DID HE THINK I WAS DOING AT THE TEACHER'S TABLE JUST NOW??????? I remember after that class, I went to the bathroom and cried.

    So BECAUSE of that effing teacher who was too effing stubborn to believe that she ACTUALLY made a mistake while marking and REFUSED to admit it, I became blacklisted (because apparently I 'cheat' during exams) and I didn't get highest in the class for Science. And I still remember this till today because I swear to got that was one of the most embarrasing moments in my life. How would you feel if your teacher practically announced to the whole class that you effing cheated. I swear, after that 'incident', I never talked to that teacher ever again.


    and i remember clearly, after that, that teacher became my science teacher AGAIN in std 6. And because I kept reminding myself that she was a selfish self-conceited bitch, I never paid attention during Science classes.


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    Oh, I just want to 'announce' one thing.

    I AM TAKEN
    by who?
    his name is KWON JI YONG

    and he is the most perfect, most adorable guy in the whole entire universe.

    I love you, baby
    more and more every single day

    [will be busy gif-ing Forever With You]
    because KwonJiYong = awesomeness


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