Guilt
guilt - i) the fact of having committed an offense or crime ii) a feeling of having done something wrong
everyone feels it, guilt, strong word to express your emotion. one cant say that they feel none, because it is a certain fact that everyone feels guilt. it just depends on how often you feel it. so far in my life, guilt comes rarely in my list of emotions. more rare than anger, frustration or happiness. so what is this feeling of guilt that i have now? feeling guilt because i made someone pay for everything yesterday? or perhaps that i accidentally forgot to inform her that it was a GUY that i was going movie-ing with? seriously, whats wrong with going out with a guy? it's not like it was a date or anything? not like you would've let me go to the movies anyway if you knew it was a guy. i hate the over-paranoidness of my parents. they are at least 2 times more paranoid than other normal parents. i prefer heartless parents with no feeling of over-protectiveness whatsover. really, i prefer that. because i always have Mlissa with her over-parentness that she is apparently 'practicing' so that when she grows up she can treat her children the same way that her parents treat her. i would never do that, personally, not that i will have children anyway but lets just assume so. why should i take out 30 years of paranoya from my parents out on them? they dont deserve it, maybe my parents do, but not them.
-xoxo- Queenie
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