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Date: Monday, October 22, 2007 Time: 8:26 PM
how should i start today's posting by rambling on about how useless/pointless my life is? or by posting about how i personally feel that *some* people in this world are just not worth pleasing you try your hardest to act nice to them and grit your teeth just to stand everything that they do just so that you will not break into a rage of anger and they dont even acknowledge you as a friend i now learn that that is just totally crap you know what, i'm so over it i'm so over trying to be your friend from now on if i dont like you in person, i'll just act according to my feelings no point, really trying to be nice and trying to be someone you're not whats the point, really, if even being yourself is just not enough and you have to resort to being someone else which, for you, sucks even more because it isnt who you are fine, this is totally being emo at the moment but can i help it? i've camouflaged this feeling for so long just DEALING with it and ignoring it but it's hard to keep something inside for so long Mlissa knows how i feel cause she was the only one who knew but i guess you should too i dont really care what you do from this point on i'm just not going to bother anymore because i know any actions of yours from now on will just be pure pretend which is even worse than reality itself i can only find solace in 'FROGS' because it's the only thing that wont run away from me "dreaming is your brain's way of telling you 'this is what you should've dont today' " - VoonChee well, i guess that if i dreamt of killing you all i should've dont it a long time ago, shouldnt I -this isnt fun anymore, now you're just making my life a living hell "i blame it on YOU" - XuanXuan shes right, i DO blame it on you neways, got tagged by XuanXuan First name : Teng Middle name : Yi Last name : Gan 1.Your REAL name: Gan Teng Yi 2.Your GANGSTA name: (first three letters of your name and izzle) Tenizzle */wtfffff/* 3.Your DETECTIVE name: (fav color and fav animal) Pinksphinx a sphinx is NOT an animal =.= oh well~ 4.Your SOAP OPERA name: (your middle name and the street you live on) Yi-Eksekutif heeeey, not bad^^ 5.Your STAR WARS name: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2letters of your first) Gante lolz.....well, 'Gante' isnt all that bad 6.Your SUPERHERO name: (your 2nd favorite color, and favorite drink) Green-Ribena "Green-Ribena to the rescue?????" 7.Your IRAQI name: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your lastname, any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your mom's maiden name, 3rd letter of you dad's name, 1st letter of a cousin's first name, and last letter of your mom's name) Enyocig o.0, not bad actually *at least it's pronouncable =.= 9.Your GOTH name: (bloody and your pet's name) bloody *i refuse to put my pets name here ><* 10) Your MALAY name (first 3 letters of your last name and add "ah" behind) Ganeh dots...... 11) Your MATSALLEH name (first 3 letters of your name and add "y" behind) Teny 12) Your CHINESE name (chong and 4 letters from your last name and lyn) Chong Gan Lyn (i prefer my original chinese name, thank you very much) 13) Your INDIAN name(your first name and add wary or maniam behind) Tengwary / Tengmaniam alright, tengwary!!! 14) Your SEX name(add x in front of your name and another x behind) xgantengyix dots, dots, dots more dots |