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Date: Wednesday, October 31, 2007 Time: 4:26 PM
didnt get any sleep and this time it's not the insomnia gahh, emo-ed last night and it's not the regular emo-ing feel tired now WHY did i waste my energy on that? after i posted kept getting called by Mlissa + Qiang + Jeremy etc.etc.etc it's, like, after hanging up on Mlissa then Qiang suddenly calls then once Qiang is gone then Jeremy starts calling etc.etc.etc seriously, i think they all planned this just to spite me =.= going to school is good..... it helps keep my mind off it except when i read all those parts in P.S. I Love You where they mention Gerry seriously, i am blaming that book for making me remember Daniel well, one things for sure i am keeping away from Mlissa and gang at least until this whole Daniel thing blows off hope it's soon because i cant stand this anymore the mere thought of him makes me burst into tears damnit, i hate P.S. I Love You so why is it so bloody addicting??? possibly because of all the swearing Cecilia Ahern writes xD ***Flashback Queenie : promise you wont ever leave???? that you will get better and return ??? Daniel : ........it's not really something i can promise that easily Queenie : PROMISE !!!!! Daniel : .........i cant.... Queenie : why not????? Daniel : because i dont want to break my promises... Queenie : okay, you know what, screw you, if you cant even bring yourself to make such a simple promise like that, then i guess we werent as close as i thought we were [END] ....and that was the last fight we had...... damnit, stupid flashbacks feel like crying now........ Desperado (still) |