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Date: Sunday, December 30, 2007 Time: 6:46 PM life sucks, period
really though, you'd think your parents would actually have a bit of sense in them to remember your own birthday, heck, i remember their birthdays, i even had to remind dad when mum's birthday is, what do you think that says about my family we arent dysfunctional, we're just a bunch of stubborn people with a hell load of pride, oh that is so true you know what, as pissed off as you are you just dont forget your own daughter's birthday, that is just the fucking crime of the century other people's parents can be fucking happy when their kid scores 4A's for PMR, why fucking cant you? Dad : getting 5A's is the worst possible result you can get. even the dumbest student in class can get at least 6A's are you sure you want to bet on that, dad? fuck, if you actually learnt how hard it is to be a student nowadays you would actually partially understand me Mum : 70% of the students can get straight A's, why cant you? first of all, who fucking told you that 70% scored straights? thats just fucking bullshit ok? dont make up miraculous stories all by your own. and another reason, because i'm NOT other students, i just fucking wish you could understand that. i am NOT my brother, i am not a fucking straight A's student, why cant you just accept that. i wish you would stop looking at me and expect my brother other parents can be fucking proud of their child if he/she scored 5A's, why cant you be? why do you always expect straight A's and excellent results from me? you dont notice it, but WMS is going down the drain, i still dont see why you insist on me staying here. I hate it here, i've already told you god knows how many times. how the fuck am i supposed to 'learn to love' my school when most of the teachers are useless, the principal sucks, and the fucking vice is a potential lesbian? you told me 'it's ok, it's over, no use crying over spilled milk, just notice your mistakes and move forward' so why the fuck do you have to keep on telling me 'oh, he got 7A's, this other person got 8A's, i dont see why you cant get straight A's' i've gotten over it, i really have, i've accepted that i didnt score straight A's, so tell me why the fucking hell you have to keep on adding to damage? you're giving me the cold shoulder, i'm used to that. but if it's on one of the most important days of my life, what kind of fucking heartless sadist bastards are you. if you upset me on the day before your birthday, i would still say at least a 'happy birthday' i hate you for expecting so much of me. i hate you for always rubbing things in my face, i hate how you always make me hate you more everytime you yell at me. i want to love my parents, i really do, but you are fucking making it hard for me to. i forgave you for invading my privacy, i even forgave you for yelling at me for calling you a bitch when you invaded my privacy, but forgetting this? on the most important day of my life, the supposed happiest time of the year, no, i hate you for this, i fucking hate you for it. i hate you, i hate you, i hate you live with it, if you dont even try to make peace in this family, how the fuck am i supposed to be a loving caring daughter? i swear to god, i'm going to go overseas and am never coming back. even if it was in singapore, i would never come back to visit. if you showed up at my doorstep i wouldnt open the door for you. dont say anything, because you and i know that you two are just as fucking stubborn as me |