"if you reject me, i wont talk to you ever again"
you're not giving me much of a choice there, are you?
this sucks,
you have no idea how much this sucks,
even suckier than being forced to see jay chou,
even suckier than double bio/physics
even suckier than phoon teaching add maths
even suckier than having pms during camp
even suckier than being lied to by your best friend
even suckier than failing chem
because i'd rather face all that than have to face this
you have no idea how much i am going to regret this, do you?
reject or not reject, i'm still going to regret it
you have no idea how selfish you are right now
but i guess i have to make a choice right?
deadline is 2 hours away
so here is what i have to say
I've known you for 4 years, and throughout those 4 years you have never once approached me in that way
we were friends, to say the least
best friends
close friends
friends who knew everything about each other
and you just had to go ahead and ruin what was 4 years in the making
i like you, as a friend
i love you as a friend
i will always like you, as a friend
and i was committed to making it stay that way
i cant imagine us ever being together
but not talking to you anymore is even worse
so what i have to say is, yes
i accept
but i'll regret it as hell later on
because even if it does work out
we can never be the same friends again