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Date: Friday, April 18, 2008 Time: 4:28 PM depressed :: on the verge of losing my mind
i like him.... but he likes her.... at first i didnt really care..i mean, i planned not to do anything about it right? i was totally fine with it, him liking her i mean not like i'm totally in LOVE with him or anything right? i didnt care i didnt care when i saw him i didnt care when i saw her and i didnt care when i saw them together i was totally unaware of what was about to hit me and it did hit me.... almost in an instant i really didnt realise how much it hurt i really didnt know what i was feeling was it jealousy? anger? confusion? was i angry at her? was i angry at him? was i jealous of her? then why the hell did i say i hated her? I really have no idea it wasnt a dare and it definitely wasnt fake i really liked him i have no idea why but still....... mixed turmoil of emotions at the moment on the verge of going insane HELP ME T.T |