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Date: Saturday, April 19, 2008 Time: 4:01 PM really on the verge of losing my mind
i need professional help i have definitely redefined depression this sucks i cant stop thinking of him i'm depressed, desperate, helpless and definitely going to end up losing my mind why the fucking hell cant i stop thinking about it??? even when watching Hairspray, i end up thinking about him even talking to random people made me think about him i cant stop myself i cant help it someone help me escape all of this, please i am going to fucking slit my wrists i like him.... i really really really like him... i really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really like him....... damnit, i am so dead literally, i mean seriously feel like dying right now I'm literally sick because of all of this how do you go through all these feelings when your temperature is 39 degrees? if anyone ever finds out, call 1-800-.....fuck you |