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Date: Friday, May 2, 2008 Time: 9:47 PM emo post
i saw him today him as in my ex he was there, at the library and i saw him and he was there with his friends but we couldnt talk because my mum was there what would it look like if some guy my mum has never seen before suddenly comes up at talks to me? so i went to the corner and he followed he asked how i was and i replied the usual way but there just seemed to be something wrong he wasnt the guy he seemed to be before there was just something different about him but i couldnt really tell he told me he found someone else and i was totally fine with that but when he asked me if i'm seeing anyone i really had no idea how to reply if i said yes would it mean that i got over him that quickly? but if i said no would he think that i havent moved on? so i just said "it's a secret" horrible excuse, i know but what else could i say? he was special, definitely but the feeling that was there before was present no more i dont like him anymore and apparently he feels the same way we both moved on from our pasts and that is a good thing, definitely but why is it that i could move on so quickly from this one but i cant seem to move on from Daniel? yes, those feelings are coming up again it's still hard trying not to think of him, you know? i miss him but i want to move on and i have, but everytime something that reminds me of him comes up, these feelings follow right after i hate myself for not being able to forget thanks, piggy i miss you too xD |