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Date: Saturday, July 12, 2008 Time: 11:53 PM answers part II
(oh, that right, she's back, bitch, and there aint nothing you can do about it) okay, fine, i WAS considering closing down this blog for, like, a moment or two (and decided it WOULD probably be a good idea to close it down for a moment, you know, since there are so many Queenie-haters out there in the world who would probably LOVE to see this blog burst into flames) but frankly speaking, closing down this blog would probably just GIVE those Queenie-haters what they want, right? i mean, theres probably going to be this huge celebration thing just because i closed down my blog (hey, heads up, just because i'm closing down my blog doesnt mean that the bitchfest is going to stop anytime soon) and, yes, i DO think i am that important (see, i have a very self-indulgent part of myself that just wont seem to go away, so whatever i do it's always me me me me and ME so, yes, i DO think i am just that darn important and theres not a damn thing you can do about it on the other hand, NOT closing down this blog would probably just give Queenie-haters all over the world the satisfaction of knowing that they can affect me THAT easily (ahh, see, the beauty of reverse psychology, i should do a degree in psychology, i really should) so as you can see i'm sorta stuck in a predicament here -- close down my blog and every Queenie-hater out there will celebrate me leaving the blogging atmosphere FOREVER (okay, fine maybe not 'forever' who knows i might be a famous blogger one day *winkwink*) or NOT close down my blog and Queenie-haters out there will be like "HAH !!! SHE'S AFFECTED BY OUR ACTIONS" so basically it's a lose-lose situation here for me to close down or not to close down, that is the question so here is where i stand right now, just basically rambling on whatever is inside my head (or whatever inside my head that i can actually make any sense out of) why is it that i do my best blogging when i'm on the verge of closing down my blog? ironic, isnt it? i mean, usually i'll be practically dying just trying to get a post like this but in just 10 minutes, *poof* long but totally senseful blogpost appears heck, i should consider closing down my blog more often more rantings to come in approximately 40 minutes-to-never (haha, see what i just did there) man how the hell am i going to outsmart those Queenie-hates i mean, they probably have an army or something out there |