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Date: Friday, July 18, 2008 Time: 11:22 PM answers part IV isnt it strange, how quickly things changewasnt it weird, meeting each other for the first time after not seeing each other for that long wasnt it weird, looking into his eyes and knowing that he's returned a changed person wasnt it weird, that we no longer knew what were the 'right' things to say to each other wasnt it weird, how we had nothing much in common anymore wasnt it weird, not knowing about each other, acting as if we were strangers i missed that part of you....where have you gone? you talk different you act different you walk different you sound different you look different you seem different or is this all just an illusion a subconscious part of me that doesnt want to see the real you back again so it replaces you with a stranger a stranger i've never met a stranger whose name i've forgotten and stranger whom i no longer care about you've changed or maybe it's me maybe you're no longer the person i thought i knew mayby I'M no longer the person YOU thought you knew you were wrong this separation period did nothing for us why did you leave then? is it fair to say that maybe all the heartbreak we went through all of that...was for nothing? was this how you wanted it to be all along? did you want me to forget you? did you want me to forget the person i'd longed to see for god-knows-how long well it worked, definitely you're a stranger to me a complete, utterly unknown stranger you've had your part to play and i've had mine maybe what you said was true that long-distance friendships werent meant to last after all it's funny though how after so long of not being in contact the only words you managed to choke out was a simple "hi" if this is the life you've chosen to live, then so be it i just dont want to have any part in it so long, my old friend i guess it wasnt meant to be this way after all people never change mood : emo, very |