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Date: Wednesday, December 31, 2008 Time: 6:20 PM year-end post
nevertheless, another year has come and gone, and another is yet to come (this post will be a super super super long and heartfelt post *because Queenie feels that you deserving readers need to at least know that Queenie has you in her heart and that no matter how much fun she makes of her readers/yells at them/screams words of hate at them, she realizes they are still readers nonetheless and the sole reason why she gets up every morning thinking of something to blog about*) and she has to get this done by MIDNIGHT????? holy fuckkk..... if I mess with the blogspot time system to display that i posted it right before midnight eventhough it might already be 1.00am of 1st January does that still count? because lately Queenie finds it difficult to write long posts just for the heck of it THIS ISN'T FAIRRR !!! I SHOULD'VE STARTED MY YEAR END POST YESTERDAYY !!!!! so in all typical-ness, lets start with a recount of 2008 shall we? form 4 life -- ahh, hell on earth is an understatement. i can't stress enough on how much i HATE HATE HATE HATE science stream (but, heck, I wouldn't have done any better in arts anyway, with all that memorizing, my brain would have exploded to tiny bits of pieces by now) -[u]Jingxuan[/u] ; OMG Tabi + Chocolate syrup <3. says:okay, don't ask me why I just did that Jingxuan just HAPPENED to go offline and I didn't see her go offline so I replied anyway then I saw her status and was, like, "Oh.." but then I continued typing anyway =D right, where was I? oh, right, 2008 -- mehh, form 4, hate it, more and more each time. i hate it SO much that the only thing that i could possibly hate more than form 4 is form 5 right, 2008. went through alot - learnt alot. the MAIN thing I learnt? PEOPLE SUCK, in general. heck, it wouldn't matter if you were the nicest person in general, you'd still SUCK in one way or another. and for some reason 2008 brought out the inner-bitch in me. i was so totally extra bitchy this year *i have no idea why either* --- Jiang calls it personality disorder. I call it being-surrounded-every-single-day-by-people-I-can't-stand-being-around -- which in the end leads to about the same thing anyway made new friends in 2008, made new enemies as well (but the 'enemies' level goes waaaaaay higher than the 'friends' level though) I guess I was kind of afraid of change this year (thats basically why i acted the way I did towards the 'new' people *you know who you are*) I'm not making any excuses. I know what I did, and I know I'm accountable for my own actions. I look back at my older posts this year and think to myself "God, was that really me???" and the next second I tell myself "Yep, that was totally me" I really don't want to start a new year on bad terms with anyone (particularly this year for some reason because Xiao made me 'see-the-light' if I may put it. Mehh, life's too short to go around hating people the way I do so to the 'close' friends I lost during 2008, I'm sorry for pushing you away. I'm sorry for not letting you in. I'm sorry for not being there when I should have, and not caring when I should have cared. I'm sorry for acting so distant and cold towards all of you guys. I'm sorry for locking you out of my mind. (especially Mlissa, Jiang and Tian, I swear I didn't mean to act the way I did) and to all my so-called 'enemies', well, you all know who you are. Just want to state that I'm not going to let my life be controlled by hate again. I'm sick of hate. It just makes you...well...a bitch. Well, not to say I'm tired of being a bitch or anything -- I guess I'd just rather be a bitch with no enemies than a bitch with enemies. So to all those who accept my apologies (if you would call it an apology in the first place), thanks a million, really. For those of you who don't..mehh, I could care less about what you think of me in the first place. Go ahead, make an anti-Queenie force -- I've made an effort, why the hell should I try harder? P/S : This is the first (and probably only) time you'll see Queenie not bothering about her pride for once So lets recount the year should we? Recall all the wonderful memories and unforgettable moments we've had Not to mention Queenie's obsession with hot guys. Heck, HOW MANY times has she changed her object-of-desire this year?????' Sakamoto Shougo (aka 4th gen Echizen) > Channing Tatum > Wentworth Miller (courtesy of Xuan) > that guy from Step Up 2 (it only lasted, like, 5 hours =P) > Dori !!!! > David Cook > Gavin DeGraw > (then this was August aka Olympic-mania) Fabian Hambuechen *my so-totally German gymnast* > Michael Phelps (ahhh, who could forget? xD) > Artemis Fowl (HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA) > Jim Sturgess (because 21 was freaking AWESOME!!!) > Daesungie !!!! (because he's the first BB member i liked) > G-Dragon (aka 권지용//JIYONG//G-DRAGON//GD//BONGIE//ZHILONG//BONG//JI//YONG-YONG//MY YONG//KWONLEADER//ETERNAL LEADER//GENTLEMAN OF LEETAEWON) -- the man of a thousand names xD > Taeyang > G-Dragon + Taeyang > Big Bang (in general) so basically I went from Japanese-cute-guys freak to totally hot abbed guys to a guy with his upper body covered with tattoos, to some hot dancer guy, back to my Japanese fandom, totally hot singers, (almost gay) German gymnasts, totally hot swimmer guy, to some fictional character, a British actor (because he's SO foreign !!! <3) and from liking ONE member of Big Bang to LOVING all the members of Big Bang and I really think I'm gonna start fandoming over DBSK -- it's not a question of IF, it's more of a WHEN *sighs*  because this post just wouldn't be complete without a picture of my baby NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS i) study until my nose bleeds =D (because that will indicate when I've studied enough) ii) stop thinking about korean pretty boys iii) cut the sarcasm (courtesy of Sam) iv) resist the temptation to join the DBSK fandom v) stop hating people (in general) so much vi) stop biting my fingernails vii) stop neglecting my poor phone (I've been leaving it uncharged a whole lot lately) viii) stop gossiping about people behind their backs (hear that, zindee? xD) viv) complete Electone Grade 5 (and get over my fear of improvisation) x) have Kwon Ji Yong as my husband ...yes xuan, you can stop laughing now Kwon Ji Yong WILL be my husband !!!!! (just wait and see) by the end of the year, I will be Mrs. Kwon =D (or Mrs. Quan, whichever sounds better) and just to show that I'm on this new whole "Bad Queenie turn Good Queenie" thing....... I'VE DELETED MY BITCHING BLOG i don't know, it's just somethig I need to do, you know, to have peace of mind oh god, I'm starting to turn into one of those people who blog like "one line, enterenterenterenterenter, one line, enterenterenterenter" I think I should end this post now SOB, the last post of 2008 I can't bear it *looks away* So long, 2008 It's been a wild ride You've taught me a whole lot (although half the time I probably wasn't paying much attention) but still........... Happy new year, from out-englished.blogspot.com |